it's not like he's completely unaffected, truth be told. he doesn't particularly fear death, doesn't consider his own to be something that should necessarily be grieved even by himself—but what he is scared of is going to sleep and waking up as not himself again. or when he remembers what it was like to want someone dead, which is quite honestly one of the worst feelings in his life, when he doesn't have even an inkling of a death wish against his enemies. anastasia is the one who's pro KILL YOUR ABUSERS, not him...
but he's already been enough of a burden, down to the very end of his life, so the least he could do is avoid that here in purgatory.]
It's fine. Better now—I did tell you it wasn't anything to worry about.
[though speaking of which... hrrrrngh he doesn't really want to ask, but he's aware that he probably should, and who knows? maybe tokinaga would rather think about this than whatever he's thinking.]
Incidentally, how well-versed are you in first aid or medical attention, Tokinaga?
[he knows you helped siffrin out, but checking something...]
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it's not like he's completely unaffected, truth be told. he doesn't particularly fear death, doesn't consider his own to be something that should necessarily be grieved even by himself—but what he is scared of is going to sleep and waking up as not himself again. or when he remembers what it was like to want someone dead, which is quite honestly one of the worst feelings in his life, when he doesn't have even an inkling of a death wish against his enemies. anastasia is the one who's pro KILL YOUR ABUSERS, not him...
but he's already been enough of a burden, down to the very end of his life, so the least he could do is avoid that here in purgatory.]
It's fine. Better now—I did tell you it wasn't anything to worry about.
[though speaking of which... hrrrrngh he doesn't really want to ask, but he's aware that he probably should, and who knows? maybe tokinaga would rather think about this than whatever he's thinking.]
Incidentally, how well-versed are you in first aid or medical attention, Tokinaga?
[he knows you helped siffrin out, but checking something...]