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[lucentia]

HELLO

"Greetings."

GOODBYE

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[vacuous]

[ No he fucking hates thinking

The point of this entire trip was to be head empty

He's doing his best to disassociate midkey he's spacing out ]

[lucentia]

[OKAY CAN YOU STOP]

Er...

[vacuous]

Oh, sorry. I was spacing out.

[ Feels genuinely bad for this kid that's just following him wherever and he's ignoring him. ]

Uh... how old are you?

[lucentia]

No, I apologize if I was interrupting your thoughts.

[blinks]

Eighteen.

[vacuous]

I'm... trying not to think, actually...

So you're in high school? You seem pretty mature for eighteen...

[lucentia]

Do I? I think I'm fairly normal.

[his other reference point for how eighteen years old act is anastasia.]

[vacuous]

That's what a mature kid would say, probably.

[lucentia]

[a little laugh]

Is that how it works?

[vacuous]

Otherwise you'd probably be surprised or have an ego about it.

[lucentia]

I don't know that I've met anyone who purportedly claimed to be mature, so I'll have to take your word for it.

[vacuous]

It probably sounds a bit full of yourself if you're the one telling other people you are.

[lucentia]

Yes, it does tend to sound quite arrogant if you speak of your own virtues. Though I do also believe people should be confident in what they're good at.

[vacuous]

Sure. As long as they're not jerks about it.

[lucentia]

Do you speak from experience with these "jerks"?

[vacuous]

...Not people acting like they're mature for their age... Just...

...Self-important, selfish people and stuff...

[lucentia]

... From work?

[vacuous]

Yeah.

[lucentia]

... I can see why you chose to quit.

[vacuous]

I just couldn't do it anymore. Weird, right. I'd still been going to work despite everything... then one morning, I just couldn't bring myself to do it.

[lucentia]

I think that's normal. Sometimes, you have to repress everything just to get through the day, but all those things are still being kept somewhere in the back of your mind.

[vacuous]

Is it?

[lucentia]

Is it not? Many people would rather look away from reality for a while.

[vacuous]

...Guess so...

I decided on a trip to Saga so I could try and get away from that stuff.

[lucentia]

In others or in yourself...?

[vacuous]

...? Just everything.

I wanted to go someplace with no relatives, nobody I know, that I didn't know anything about. Totally new.